AT THE BEACH FROM TODAY UNTIL APRIL 18 OR 19. LAST DAYS OF SPRING BREAK *CRIES*
I'm just sitting here at my homegirls house. She's at work from 11-3 and then she comes home for 2 hours then she's right back off to work from 5-close. It's all good. Just some down time alone. Gives me time to think about everything and clear my head. We're having a lot of fun and it's really just the beginning of Spring Break. We're wilin' out.
Her and her "FWB" came over last night. And well,
Weezy spent the night with me last night here at her house. We've been talking for a good minute now. I've never met a guy who's so delicate about his shyt and shy. I'm not used to it, but I guess I can work with it. I mean he is the one I had on the potential boyfriend list. Of all the guys I talk to, he's the only one who's got me on that level. As far as Nick goes... I don't care about him what-so-ever. I mean I do, but not on a level of emotions. He's just sex. He knows that, I know that, so it's mutual. Plus, I'd much rather have a relationship with meaningful sex than I would with my homeboii who's only down for the sex and then we go our separate ways until we want some more. Na mean? Shit's cool, but it's getting kinna old again. Weezy's sweet though, but he's so gangsta at the same time. We were laying in the bed last night and he was just telling me all this shit he's done in his past and he's got a court date Monday for robbery with a deadly weapon. He's stolen cars and shit, robbed people, shot people, etc. I mean, I know he may not be the best person and he's rough around the edges but, I feel that if he don't bring that shit around me, we're cool. I can't judge him off of what he's done or doing. All I can go by is who he is to me and how he is around me. I refuse to judge someone just because they've done some things in their life others wouldn't agree with. I'm in the middle though, last night he told me while we were watching a movie that he wanted to take things to the next level as a relationship, I wouldn't mind that neither, but he's got to get over this shyness when he's around me. It's like he'll open up, then he'll clam back up. I can work with him, though. He's sweet, and that's what I'd rather have than someone who's this fake gangsta who expresses his feelings to his girl by giving her weed to hold for him so the cops don't get him. No. That's not me.
Anyways... ya'll go show some love and support to my girl
Exhale.
She's going through some times right now and ya'll need to read her blog, especially if you're a female, because I know ya'll gonna relate to that BIG time.
Exhale, girl, you know I got you if you need me. Keep ya head up ma. I love ya, girl!
::::Plugs::::
Alex,
Satin Doll,
Exhale
BUTTA bytched @ 1:05 PM
