Okay... so me and Juan are on a friend tip thing. So I cutt it up with his homeboii. Call it what you want but I'm doing what I got to do. Me and Juan ain't no further than friends anymore and since that night we've talked only like 3 times? I'm so glad there's no emotional ties and that I can separate the emotional from the physical. I don't want no relationship right now, I'm having fun, living my life and living for me. Oh... and I found ANOTHER girl, Kadarrius had been cheating on me with, he wouldn't call her on 3-way the day I found out...(might I add it's the same day he was calling asking me to be back with him AND trying to get on my mom's good side of claiming he wants to be with me) but last night, since he knows me and the other girl have been talking, he then calls her on 3-way? Why couldn't he prove shyt to me that night I found out? Argh. Whatever. Liar. Part of me wants to believe him, but I'm not being that naive again. She's described too much in detail that he says to her, as the same shit he says to me. What kind of man can put a ring on my finger and claim he loves me but he cheats on me with internet hoes? Oh and it just happens most of these females are in California, right? Yep... exactly where all his "girlfriends" are. I know they say love holds no wrongs, and maybe in time he'll come to his senses about me, but I can't be in a relationship like that, or ever again. He has a lot of proving shyt to me before I even consider him an option again. But as I said, I'm NOT looking for any relationship. Anyways... I've got to get a picture of Juan's homeboii that I've been cuttin' it with. He's a cutie. Plus he's nice and down, so that adds on to what he's already workin' with. And NO he's not a boyfriend option, he's just a real good friend right now and I will let it be known, no matter what we're called, females can step to him, and I ain't gonna trip, he ain't dumb because he knows what I'm working with, too. Ya'll know what I'm saying??? Aight, new layout will be up soon, probably this weekend or by early next week. It's gonna have my husband (Nelly) on it. So, of course it's going to be hot.

Commenters, I will link you all later, I just want to say soooooooooo much love for commenting, I still have to go visit your sites and reply to your blogs and things, so I will get to that ASAP.

BUTTA bytched @ 10:04 PM